My Darling Reen tomorrow is 18 months since you went away,I don't shed as many tears as I did a year ago although I still shed enough. I wish with all my heart that you were still here to watch over us and keep us in check. I sit on the sofa and turn to ask you something and you aren't there thats when it gets very hard to bear the loss of you.I await the day we can be together again you are my one and only true love.Rest safely my darling.