My darling Reen today is 2 years since we lost you the pain is still the same it does not get easier,without you every thing seeems pointless I sit on my own and just miss you so much.If there was a graeter being then He would make the suffering diminish however I remain convinced that this is not the case as there seems no end to the heartache,I will always blove you no`one could ever take your place.Sleep well my love.

My Darling Reen it is my last night at No.11 tomorrow I move to a Studio flat in Sutton 1 room which doubles as living and bedroom. I am so heartsore about the items which we accumulated over our time together havs been either sent to the dump or have ended up in qa charity shop.I cannot belirve that it has all come to this.This was not in the script of our lives together.With a very heavy heart I say to you rest well my angel until we are together again. I love you.

Hello my darling Reen tomorrow it will be 23 Months since you passed from us and Saturday would have been your birthday. Ben celebrated his 8th today with a trip to Big Ben, Hamleys and a trip on the Thames to Greenwich and then on home to Dartford. Miss you so much my angel, not looking forward to my move from No.11. Rest Well Sweetheart until we meet again.